sunflowers and rainbows

i finally managed to get through midyrs.although confirm will have cross marks all over once i receive back the papers.nvm.at least i tried my very best=)considering how ill i fell after chem and gp papers.nevertheless,thks ppl for all your words of encouragement.love you all.

sometimes,i cant get it.why must ppl study so hard and earn lots of money when they will eventually die later on.it is pointless even if one earns plenty of money,they will not even have that long life to spend all their money lah.so dumb.why cant money just fall from the sky with everyone getting equal money monthly.this is then equitable use of resources can.there will then be fewer suicidal cases.everyone will then be happy.isnt it better?

i'm going to enjoy myself.i wanna sleep,go kbox,go ice-skating,go shopping etc.trying to complete these within the super short three days.add on to the fact that we still have chem lecture tmr.two hours can.just to go thru corrections.why must the chem department be so hiong.chiong like hell lor.crazy sia.but i'm ponning tmr.coz i predict i will fall sick tmr=)amelin HATES going to school.

i changed my blogskin.although it's like a very old blogskin but wad matters most is that it is super cute.

CHEM MCQS IS MUCH MORE DIFFICULT THAN PAPER 2.

omg.i almost literally fainted when attempting the mcqs for chem.the classroom was damn stuffy and i was like gasping for air.it did not help when i realised that i made mistake for my section c about the drawing of bonding in boron(III) oxide.it's supposed to be covalent bond but i drew ionic.wth.but my friends drew ionic too.so hopefully i will be right.

english comprehension was a killer.especially the use your own words part.wth.i copied most of the words directly can.use your own words,use your own words,might as well ask us to rewrite the passage using our own words.it certainly doesnt help when the guy next to you keep flipping the pages and nodding off when only ih had passed.plus its super cold.cant they spare a thought for those without jackets?unfeeling creatures.

just let me endure till thurs.i cant wait to go shopping with my darlings on sun.woots.still must buy dora's super belated birthday present on thurs.i rather give her money to buy for herself than me looking all over for the suitable present.i'm not mean but seriously who likes shopping for presents?especially when there's tight budget.unless the birthday girl is me of course.

and let me pass physics paper.let it be an easy paper considering how difficult the 2007 midyr paper was.plese lenient and let this poor,helpless girl pass.im seriously considering dropping physics to h1.mgh,1/2mv2.like who will care?

i promise to blog regularly from now onwards.
i promise never to neglect my blog.
i promise that amelin will turn into a habitual blogger.

satisfied already?ppl.

been super busy today.just finish sending requests for email interviews with those organisers.and im happy to say that the freedom writers have replied.yay.at least our efforts had paid off.and im talking to six ppl at this moment.omg.see how busy dear amelin can get.but busy for the wrong stuff.i shld be mugging at this time.i can imagine myself staring at the exam papers with a blank mind.oh no.hopefully this will not happen.so not.

today had been a wasted trip.was planning to have consultation with mdm yati.but in the end,she was not in.couldnt blame her.we reached there at 5.went to whitesands thereafter.was hoping to buy a pair of shoes,since mummy was around to pay for it,but didnt in the end.think the salesperson was kinda fed up when i kept saying,"ehh.bu hao kan de.where got nice?"haha.but it was really ugly lor.couldnt keep my mouth shut so juz blurted out the comments.daddy came and we had dinner at the foodcourt.mummy kept nagging at me for complaining that the food is hot.but it really is hot.hotplate leh.how can not be hot?she says i eat super slow and especially like cold foot.like so not can.i rather leave my food cold then scald my tongue.haha.

didnt manage to but my shoes.shld have bought it from far east lor.$14.90 only.so cheap!!regretting it lor.but i finally bought my bag.$35.haha.and leather material.so worth it.shopping makes amelin a happy girl=)

had been kinda unhappy these days।my friends mainly.their attitude sometimes put me off.i get really pissed off when they keep complaining etc.guess im rather short-tempered.mummy keeps saying that im very insensitive.most of my friends say that too॥maybe im really not aware of my surroundings happenings,and i dun really care how ppl feel,and i dun bother replying messages about friendship or kinship even though i'll be happy to receive them,but isnt that better?i have less stuff to worry about.i dun wanna end up getting brain damage.adults cant seem to stop worrying,and i really hope i dun end up as one of them.pray hard.lol.

suddenly had the urge to blog.been quite unhappy with my life so far.wish things would change for the better.

i'm beginning to rethink about my decision to continue my studies in jc.jc life has been such a bore.it has been a rigid daily routine and i cant imagine myself having to suffer for one and a half years more.add on to the fact that i have a boring and mugger class.no offence to the ppl in 08s103.but lets face it,our class is practically dead.omg.how on earth am i going to survive?with such boring people in my life,life aint gonna get better.maybe i should drop to poly instead.life would be so much more relaxed and i would definitely be much more happier=)

midyrs is approaching.and im proud to say that i havent even completed half of my revision.im so dead.just hope that midyrs would not be counted in promos as what cailing had said.

on a happier note,i'm going out with my darlings tmr.whoo.so looking forward to our outing although we just went out on friday.im missing them so much.gonna get a new bag and new clothes.gonna spend as much as i can since it would be until the next holidays when i can spend again.until now,i can only say,all the best,amelin.

amelin

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