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Saturday, March 28, 2009
these two days had been chaotic and emotionally-draining. was heading home after school on thurs. as usual, i was deep in my thoughts and oblivious to the surroundings. it was after i turned back that i realised she was tearing. i felt like such a loser as i could only watch her cry without knowing what to do. i was glad that she had her friend with her who was able to at least console and comfort her unlike me. when her other friends asked me what had happened, i couldnt give them a reply. i felt lousy. she had been walking with me throughout the entire journey, but i couldnt sense anything wrong. i'm sorry for being such a lousy friend. i'm sorry for being such a meanie, so much so that my friends are starting to feel that i've been taking them for granted. i'm sorry for being such an insensitive person, always hurting and offending others. i'm sorry for upsetting my friends with my nonchalance and temper. i'm sorry for upsetting my family with my attitude and behaviour. but the fact is, i truly love and cherish every one of you even though i may appear indifferent, may not say 'hi' when we bump into each other, may not remember birthdays or reply to smses. i love each and every one of you, be it acquaintances, classmates, friends or BFFs megaloads and i dun wanna lose any of you. |
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